BROKEN

engr: wow, lahat forwarded messages.

nurse: another forwarded message:
-ryan golderberg. b ampoloquio


all this while di pa rin pala nya gets na im already fading away. mabaliwbaliw na ako sa kakatunga ng mountain dew sa garage for three days wala pa rin pala cyang alam na at the moment im considering droppin him off. anak ng pating, ano ba tong taong to? kasing kapal ng lacoste ang balat? o talagang wala lang akong halaga sa kanya na hindi nya ma gets kong ano gusto ko o pano ko gustong tumakbo tong relasyon namin, kung meron man.

i dont know why everytime i fall for someone i lose all my wits. bigla nalang akong nagiging baliw? gumagawa ng bagay na di ko naman usually ginagawa. nag-iisip ng kung ano ano na ni minsan di naman sumasagi sa isip ko pag normal ako. at nagiging taong pinakaayaw kong maging.



The Broken clock is a comfort
It helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow
From stealing all my time
And I am here still waiting
Though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best
Like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating
In the pain
There is healing
In your name
I find meaning
So I'm holding on (I'm holdin on)(I'm holdin on)
I'm barely holding on to you

The broken locks were a warning
You got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded
I'm an open book instead
And I still see your reflection
Inside of my eyes
That are looking for purpose
They're still looking for life

I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating
In the pain (In the pain)
Is there healing
In your name
I find meaning
So I'm holding on (I'm still holdin on)(I'm holdin on)
(I'm still holdin on) (I'm holdin on)
I'm barely holding on to you

I'm hanging on another day
Just to see what, you will throw my way
And I'm hanging on, to the words you say
You said that I will, will be okay
The broken light on the freeway
Left me here alone
I may have lost my way now
But I haven't forgotten my way home

I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating
In the pain (In the pain)
There is healing
In your name (In your name)
I find meaning
So I'm holding on (I'm still holdin')(I'm holdin' on)(I'm still holdin') (I'm holdin' on) (I'm still holdin')
Barely holding on to you (I'm still holdin on)
Barely holdin on to you