i miss you. just got off from work. was out last night. got really really drunk. had a bad hungover when i woke up, got a throbbing head when i started the shift. and between those unbearable throbs are thoughts of you. i got through the day somehow. i love you.
how i miss calling you sunshine. how are you holding on there? may bago na? sana naman wala. we never get to talk anymore. the last time i tried to call you through the private number and through a friends line di mo nasagot. i miss you. when i try to look back on the months where i tried so hard to be with you even sa sms lang natatawa ako kung minsan. i still remember talkin you asking me about how is it possible for me to hold on to a LDR (this was sometime ago before we even got the chance to meet, i dont know if naalala mo pa), i had to explain to you how. you seem to have not bought all the things i said, but now knowing you, youre never gullible. but see, maybe after all, hope you realize that romance can somehow exist sa ganitong set up. the physical presence count a lot, its something indespensable, pero sa situation natin na imposible as of the moment ang magkasama, is it too much to ask for you to hold on? maybe its too much, but again i gotta take a shot on this, ito na lang ang magagawa ko sa ngaun. ive never been selfish, i am at some aspect, but not on this. if someone comes along, someone who can satisfy that something you have been longing for, kindly think of me. of the mere thought of me fails to make you think twice, then go on. but while that someone is still yet to come (wag na sanag dumating), lemme be here for you. i can never let go of you. we can do this. mahal kita. mahal kita.
just got home from work. wanted to send an im sa yahoo kaso it says youre not on your desk. baka may makabasa. magkape ka na
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