Friday, March 27, 2009

we're so close yet so far..

the thousand miles apart we had before to a couple of railway ride we have between us now didnt make much difference. this is my last weekend here in the metro and i've only seen him for a couple of chats over rather expensive dinners. what we were six months ago is the same us today. "parang kahapon lang kita last nakita ah, except sa nag-iba kulay ng buhok mo". whenever i recall that night i couldn't help but smile in despair. the kind of smile we make whenever we realized that we had again placed ourselves in an embarrasing situation and we wont be able to do anything but deal with it. "is this what i flew in here for?". and i answered myself, "yes". the last couple of weeks was about him and what i did to be close to him. before i get back to butuan this monday, ill give myself a tap in the back "job well done ryan, iba ka magmahal". ill leave downhearted but satisfied. who am i kidding? ill leave downhearted.

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