Sunday, September 21, 2008

After four bottles of beer.

after four bottles of beer and more than tolerable songs from the ogre-went-wild band i streamed songs thru sms:

nurse: loving you is all that means to me...

nurse: even though we aint seen each other in a while, you will always be my boo...

engr: drama. haha

nurse: huh? wala naman kinalaman satin dalawa un. haha

nurse: i love you more today than yesterday but dan not as much as tommorrow.. waaat?

engr: di ko gets.

nurse: wag mo na igets, damahin mo na lang.

(nurse scans on the sent msgs wondering what message did engr not get)

nurse: i love you more today than yesterday but DANIEL not as much as tom.

silence.....

silence.....

(umalis kami ng marina at naglakad sa bay park)
(si genesis tumalon sa batohan, he lost his front tooth and cracked another one)
(dugo dugo dugo, i handed him my hanky)

silence....

(hinatid namin si genesis sa bahay nila, he, together with his family is bound for canada later at 12 noon)
(when his father saw him, gusto pa nyang pasabugin ang mukha nya)

silence....

(i called it a night and went home)

silence...

silence...

12noon

silence...

silence....

silence...

2:58 pm

beep beep

(i hurriedly reached for my fone)

2870: your unlitxt80 has already expired......

Thursday, September 18, 2008

HOPELESS

nurse: hahaha. engineer at nurse, tingin mo bagay?

engr: lethal combo. hahaha

nurse: for others or sa isat-isa?

engr: sa isat isa. haha

nurse: ano un? hancock. un talaga tingin mo?

engr: haha. joke lang un.

nurse: ows?

engr. oo. malamang bagay un. explosive combo nga. super hot combo. haha

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nurse: getting ready na para sa trip o kelangan pa rin ng small cup?

engr: kelangan pa rin ng small cup.

nurse: d na kelangan nyan. andito naman ako.

engr: haha. ano naman gagawin mo?

nurse: uh. secret.

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nurse: kiss na smiley (i dont know how to make one)

engr: nagnakaw ka na naman ng halik. soli mo. haha

nurse: wag this time pde?

engr: haha okay.

nurse: asa manla ka na?

engr: yup. taxi na.

nurse: huh? sure?

engr: yup.

nurse: sbi kc dito 18:42 eta ng flyt from kalibo. cebu pacific ka?

engr: yup cebu pacific. 1:20 pm ung flyt. nadelay lang, un ndi po ako taga kalibo, aklan. bka ibang dine-date m un. hehe

nurse: andito ako terminal 2. my bad

engr: Nyay! hndi naman po ako taga kalibo. bat di mo cnabi na pupunta ka?waaah

nurse: ako ang nasurprise. haha

engr: haha. bat kalibo?

nurse: i asked dito ano galing ng bicol, sabi nila kalibo.

engr: nyi. nsa aklan ang kalibo. ayus. layo nun samin. haha

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engr: mukhang badtrip ka kanina ah.

nurse: sino ba di mababadtrip? haha. kasalanan ko naman.

engr: sorry po. ikaw pala c delilah. at ako c samson. haha. pahnga ka na. para mawala na pgka bad trip mo.

nurse: haha. d nako badtrip. ilang oras din ako natahimik. intay ng txt mo. musta naman labnat mo?

engr: mejo ox naman na. weird lang, sumasakit tonsils k ata pg nagiging dry. kc pag umiinum akow water, ok naman.

nurse: maybe the swelling is beginnin to subside. kain ka ng snowbear or max na white. or better yet suck ka lollipop.

engr: matamis kaya ang lollipop. iba nlang kaya suck ko. haha

nurse: haha. naexcite ako dun. (smiley na kiss)

engr: hala. u owe me two kisses na.hahaha

nurse: pseudo-lollipop bayad ko, serve ko the way you like it.

engr: haha. sloppy?

nurse: kelan kaya? excited naklo magbayad e. haha

engr: magbayad ng ano?

nurse: ewan. lamo mo bakit nabadtrip ako kanina aside sa di kita nakita?

engr: baki?

nurse: kc nagready pako ng coursoup, choco oatmeal and crackers. sbi mo kc mag lagnat ka pa. bumili pa ako ng chocolates. haha

engr: nyay. yan ang mahirap sa nagsusurprise. kaw 2loy nasurprise. so kinain mo na sila?

nurse: un nga. ung chocolates binigay ko sa mga bata. ung cornsoup pinaluto ko for dinner. oatmeal and crackers andito pa.

engr: san k naman kakainin ung mga un? grbe, nagiguilty 2loy ako

nurse: nagexpect kasi ako na samahan ka pauwi then lutuin ko un for ur dinner. pag un kinakain less likely magsuka ka plus mainit para sa lagnat. i realized din naman maybe i was overdoing it. my bad nga.

engr: wow.bagay nga ang nurse at engineer.hehe.thanks sa gesture.

nurse: parang di nga e. sign yata un.

engr: sign na ano?

nurse: na di bagay ang nurse at engineer. haha

engr: i take it as a sign na seryoso si nurse kay engr.

nurse: and you didnt think mr.nurse was serious before that?

engr: i had my doubts especially when the nurse slept and went out with someone. haha

nurse: hmmmh. cant blame you but u reassure mr.nurse you were okay bout it, or wer u tryin to convince yourself that na okay nga lang un?

engr: i was saying that to convince myself and you that its okay. which it really should be. coz you're single and virile. hehe.

nurse: well, you had ur doubts, now what?

engr: now i dont. and i just stole a kiss kanina. hindi m man lang npansin. haha

nurse: napansin ko. i gripped my fon with sweaty palms. or normal lang sakin ang basang kamay? hahaha

(wag na natin hanapin ang kiss)

Thursday, September 11, 2008

had to mention, but not complain

im 24 years old. an underpaid nurse in an institution somewhere down south (the farther south). i live with my mom and grandparents. i dont pay the bills. i rarely get starved. everyday i experience the joys of commuting. i love my work, my family and my home but somehow i think that im missing much in life. before i graduated i had plans, big plans (at least for me). i wanted to be a medical representative, a call center agent (at least the best CCA), an office worker in unilever or P and G, i wanted to take my masters. i wanted a lot of things but i settled to where i am right now because i didnt want to leave my family. didnt want to worry about them oceans away. didnt want to leave my mom alone . didnt want to leave my friends. i didnt want to leave my comfort zone. and then i met D. and everything changed.

help

Out dating.

seriously. since i came to manila i got the chance to meet the few people i got really fond of online. one of them id like to get really serious with. but i dont think he's fond of me as much as im fond of him. mahal ko na nga ata? nah, lang basis. but i really really like him.

crossing my fingers.

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Down memory lane.

i took a trip down memory lane. i walked on the pavements that used to be home. i wanted to feel that feeling. nostalgia. but it didnt come to me. i visited old souls that used to be my family. i wanted to feel that feeling. welcomin warmth. but it didnt come to me. i experienced my past lifestyle. i wanted to feel that feeling. at peace. but it didnt come to. i took a trip down memory lane.

its always okay to look back to where one come from but to live it is never possible.